[Sandra Seaton]
How
I Came to Write The Will
By
Sandra Seaton
These
notes provide some background information about my play The
Will. Since childhood, I had heard the story
about an ancestor of mine named Israel who sassed a white man and had
to be smuggled out of town disguised as a woman. According to the
story, when the Ku Klux Klan came to the house looking for Israel, my
great-great-grandmother Eliza refused to disclose his whereabouts.
Just minutes before, she had hid Israel upstairs under a mattress.
After his escape, no one saw or heard from him again.
I
had been told often that my great-great grandmother, Eliza Webster,
her parents Annie and Demps Cherry, and four others (all free blacks)
had founded the first black Baptist Church, Mt. Lebanon, in Tennessee
in the 1840’s. I also knew that Eliza and her husband Cyrus had had
22 children together, seven of whom died in the smallpox epidemic.
That was all I knew. With what resources I had, I had been doing some
research (snooping in attics, basements, churches, and talking to
people) since 1989. On my trips to Columbia, Tennessee I went to
churches, cemeteries, and courthouses. As a native of Tennessee and
through family oral traditions, I knew that an African American free
black community existed in middle Tennessee before the Civil War, one
with ties to the free black community in New Bedford, Massachusetts.
(Those black New Bedford teachers taught my great-grandparents and
Flournoy Miller’s father, Lee.)
I
was anxious to find out any information I could about Cyrus and
Eliza, so I made a trip to the Tennessee State Archives in Nashville.
Doing work at archives can be time-consuming and unrewarding; you’re
lucky if you find anything at all. There wasn’t much about African
Americans there. Census records revealed that Cyrus had held farmland
in Columbia before the Civil War. An 1850 record listed Cyrus, Eliza
and a few of their children. Fascinated by the thought of African
Americans of that era holding property in the South, and because of
my desire to realize a full picture of the world of African
Americans, I took a room at a motel downtown and spent days at the
Archives. I think I spent half the time, trying to coax the microfilm
readers or rewinding the rolls of film. I followed a number of leads
but hadn’t turned up much.
On
my last day at the State Archives, a very hot summer afternoon about
ten minutes before closing, I accidentally found the wills of my
great-great grandfather and grandmother, documents that had not been
catalogued or listed in the holdings of the Archives. As I read the
two wills, I was awe-struck by their evocation of individuals and a
way of life entirely different from the stereotypes about African
Americans of their place and time. As I read, I was amazed by the
beauty of the language and the care evident in each perfectly crafted
sentence. My great-great-grandfather Cyrus’s will showed great
planning and care. He was the nurturer--revealing what we would
consider today feminine qualities--listing things like teapots,
mirrors, and blankets; using terms of endearment for each family
member--a gentle, loving man. My great-great-grandmother’s will,
Eliza’s, on the other hand, concerned itself with the disposition
of the land, down to the last foot.
I
was startled to notice that both wills mentioned Israel. Cyrus’s
will left money and household items to Israel should he return.
Eliza’s will contained a touching bequeath to Israel pointing any
reader of the will away from Israel’s actual destination. Archives
are even quieter than libraries, but you know when I read those two
wills, I couldn’t help it; I cried and cried. It was as if after
all those years, there they were waiting quietly for me to find them.
I
made copies of the wills and returned to Columbia that evening even
more determined to find out everything I could about Cyrus, Eliza and
Israel. I could still hear my grandmother (Flournoy Miller’s cousin
and schoolmate) Emma’s words whenever the family drove by Greenwood
Cemetery. “When are y’all going over to that cemetery? My
grandpa’s buried in that cemetery.” There was never an answer.
Greenwood was the old civil war cemetery. Until the early 20th
century, all the white townsfolk, an occasional black servant, and
the free blacks who could afford burial there were buried in
Greenwood. Not one of my mother’s generation, had set foot on the
place. When I was younger, I assumed it was indifference; interest
often skips a generation. Now I realize that once the Black Codes
were firmly in place, my folks no longer felt comfortable going to
the white cemetery. New separate cemeteries had been built by that
time; to this day, cemeteries in my hometown are segregated.
I
desperately wanted to go to Greenwood. I knew there was no way my
aunt was going to go with me, so I found a family friend, Mr. Herbert
Johnson (His mother, Miss Rebecca, and my grandmother Emma were the
end men in the local minstrel shows of their era.), and the two of us
put on our old shoes and waded through the grass. Although Mr.
Herbert, who was in ill health at that time, needed a cane to get
around, nothing could stop this committed history buff from making
the trip to Greenwood. We had looked at just about every tombstone we
could find when we came to a group over in one corner that faced away
from the rest. There they were, my family’s graves, just like
Grandma Emma had said--Cyrus, Eliza, Eliza’s parents, Annie and
Demps Cherry, seven little graves off in a corner, and next to Cyrus
a very large monument with the name Anna Sanders at the top.
The
inscriptions were barely readable. I had heard of people doing grave
rubbings so we went to a nearby drycleaner’s for some thin paper
and to Kmart for crayons. Back then, grave markers could tell whole
stories. After reading their wills at the archives, it was no
surprise that the tombstones were finely scripted. We rubbed and
rubbed, but were only mildly successful in making out dates for Cyrus
and Eliza. For Anna, I was able to make out something that I didn’t
understand, the words “cousin of Israel Grant.” Fresh out of
paper, Mr. Herbert and I went to an auto shop next door. Maybe they
had something we could use. I felt a little uneasy about announcing
our purpose, poking around the white cemetery. A young white guy at
the counter was casual about the whole thing. He had family over in
Greenwood, couldn’t help out with paper, but was on his way home
for lunch; he’d bring back a local historian’s book on the
cemetery. Just look in the seat of my pick-up he told me.
Sure
enough, an hour later, the car window rolled down, the book lay there
on the seat, waiting. The section on Cyrus and Eliza listed their
inscriptions and the names of the graves of their seven young
children and no more. There was no information on Anna Sanders. I
called the local historical society. The woman on the phone told me
to go to the grocery store, get some cornstarch or flour, throw it on
the inscriptions, and dust it off. I threw cornstarch on Cyrus’s
mother Anna’s grave and contemplated the words, “cousin of Israel
Grant;” they just didn’t make any sense. My grandmother had
always said we were related to Ulysses S. Grant. So was Anna the
Grant connection? A light dusting revealed something I never expected
to find: “Anna Sanders, 1790-1852, mother of Cyrus Webster and
consort of Israel Grant.” Consort of Israel Grant! Cyrus had
erected a monument over his mother’s grave, one of the largest in
the cemetery. And he was proud of his ancestry, not only proud that a
white man was his father, but that his mother was the common-law wife
to this man, a relationship he cared enough about to inscribe on her
tombstone. Here was Cyrus’s legacy, the example of a courageous
man, courageous enough during slavery, 1852, to announce this
relationship to a hostile world, and honest enough to show his love
for his father by naming his first born son Israel.
I
was fascinated by what I had seen of Cyrus, his eloquent will, his
passionate assertion of his biracial identity; all that I knew about
him went against stereotype. From that day on, I was fired with the
ambition to write a play that would dramatize the people whose
characters were expressed in these wills. A play that would be true
to them would challenge generally held assumptions about African
Americans of their era held by both blacks and whites--assumptions
about education, gender roles, and much else. I knew, from family
stories, that there were stories that had not been told. Placed in
the era of Reconstruction, my characters would reveal a world turned
upside down, informed by historical situation and the world of real
people, not bound by racial stereotype, but portrayed in their actual
circumstances, a way of life entirely different from the stereotypes
about African Americans of their place and time.
For these past five
years, I have
been working to bring them to life. Cyrus, the head of the family,
whose will is the source of the title, acquired considerable property
as a free black before the end of the Civil War. He is determined to
pass on not only his worldly possessions but also his spiritual
convictions and his wisdom to his descendants. The rebellion of
Israel, one of Cyrus’s sons, against racial inequities forces Cyrus
to act to protect his inheritance in all its dimensions.
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